Witch at the Senate’s Door Step

This is a new story I wrote venting my frustration at the government. The videos are a little long, but I hope you will take the time to watch them when you are able on my YouTube channel… silvaan ruth pottery and prose

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Me reading my poetry

This is a series of 7 poems with a bonus story at the end, about how I used Loki to get better sex out of The Fifth. The fifth is in reference to my last and fifth boyfriend.

I had been consumed by this past relationship for a few months now. So much so, I had to stop all my writing, and other creative endeavors, to get this out of me and out of the way of everything else. So here is the youtube link to all of the videos. click the youtube bottom to get to all of them or click the 1/8 in the upper left corner.

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-Silvaan Ruth-

Something new and going to stay

After years of struggle and back and forth I have accepted that I am a writer. I have started a Patreon page to help in this endeavor. Her is a little video of me tell a little of my story. You can click the link in the description of the video to read more or click the link of my Patreon page just under this video. Thank you. Now I have some stories to write!



I love this it is so true! hard to do but true.

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Assumptions-Tom Hiddleston


I read an article filled with assumptions about how Tom Hiddleston would treat his girlfriend and I find this article to be unfair. We know nothing about celebrities we know nothing more than what we see. We can decipher from their behavior but it is still just a stab in the dark.

You have no idea what kind of a boyfriend he is nor anything really. Or if anything that he says in regards to relationships and love is even truly what he believes. This is a man that said himself “people contradict themselves all the time”.

I mean, we have no idea what he is like on a bad day, what if he sad or stressed and you have a date will it effect the whole day, or can he pull himself out of it. We don’t know what psychological baggage he comes with either through past relationships or what baggage he has inherited from his parents. He could be the jealous type, or maybe he has been lied to or cheated on, which can make someone suspicious and un-trusting in a relationship, which would change the way he would be seen. yet with articles and fans ranting on about how perfect he is, could he really get close to anyone? Because if he shows them who he is flaws and all, more then likely, he will be rejected because they can’t handle the flaws he has, and if someone did aproched him had seem to handle him they could very well be useless when push comes to shove.

I mean, think about it: If some one came up to you checking you out and asking you out because they had this idea that you would be perfect for them with out even really knowing you. Would you say yes? I, personally, would say no. I wouldn’t have the heart or patients to break there heart with the truth of who I really am, and maybe you will throw a little test to see if they can handle it. But with the articles that are out and the ideas people already have…alright, I will stop, sorry a bit of a behavioral psychology buff so I will stop here. Anyway…

The point is no one is perfect and Tom Hiddleston/celebrities are no different. And, even if you make an assumption-ial stab in the dark and end up being right doesn’t mean you know them.


More Than What You See: The Process: II

It can be hard
when I am nervous.
My heart feels like
it will break my chest
and I can barely think
until a little chuckle
passes through their lips.
When I can utter
a few funny words
I can relax
my beating heart
a little bit.

It is harder when I am angry.
I don’t remember how it came about
but I remember how angry I was when he talked about
going out with me because I was dyslexic, “Who else would?”
A storm in the shape of my torso whirled
inside me but I said I was “fine”.
unable to put words to the storm
until pen hit paper with a vengeance
and I could say, “I don’t need your pity”.

Harder still when I am frightened.
Twice the same boy I barely knew
wrapped his hands around my wrists
trying to pull me on to the floor to dance.
First time I shook my head
and I said nothing.
My fist firmly clenched
my dead weight pulling,
is what saved me.

The second time.
Next to the boyfriend above
I pulled away not saying anything,
my boyfriend doing nothing but laughing
Only when I was able to utter “no”
through the fearful restriction in my throat
did he stop him, still laughing
Should have left that boyfriend then.

Months later I did leave him.
But the emotions whirling
with the slow processing
didn’t help quicken my leaving.

by -SR-